─ Chapter Two ─ The Library
Over
the rooftop sails Billy
A
string tied to his underwear
Through
cobbled stone streets a child races
And
shouts "Billy, come down from there!"
"My
mother's calling!”, his voice whimpers
A
string clutched in his tiny hand
"Not
til' I've seen the sky's not lit up
In
tears, child try and understand
Don't
pull the string, don't bring me down
Don't
make me land!"
Plastic
palace people
Sing
silent songs, they dream too long
Their
memories just stare
Plastic
palace Alice
She
steals the cards tomorrow deals
With
deafening despair
Hurry,
you've got to get in line
And
sweat it out and dance about
The
whole eternal life
A
harvest of stars surrounds Billy
The
night clings to his happy eyes
Asleep
in town square, beneath a fountain
A
child murmurs a weary sigh
My
mother weeps, and weaves her hair
With
worries, "Please, come down from there"
Plastic
palace people
Through
fields of clay and granite grey
They
play without a sound
Plastic
palace Alice
Blows
gaping holes to store her fears
Inside
her lover’s head
Listen,
they're laughing in the halls
They
rip your face with lies
To
buzzing eyes you cry for help
Like
gods they bark replies
Over
the rooftops burns Billy
Balloon
sadly the string descends
Searching
its way down through blue submarine air
The
polka dot underwear
To
meet the trees, in morning square
Just
hanging there, just hanging there
Callum Clayton-Cumberbatch lay on his bed
listening intently, for the seventh time, to Scott Walker’s lyrics, released
eleven years ago. The orchestral arrangement induces a dream-like state in him as
the themes swirled around him in a hazy vortex. The song always made him cry. This
time his tears welled from a deeper inner place. This morning it was his way of
releasing his suppressed emotions from the previous night – his visit to plastic
palace people. He relished the mood it created in him. His top-of-the-range Walkman
had been his faithful companion throughout his travels all over Europe to study
labyrinths in cathedrals, on top of mountains, on village greens and in all
types of ancient buildings. Had it not been for his family’s faithful butler,
Charles, he may never have followed his dreams or escaped the superficial love
of his very rich but emotionally disabled parents.
His room at Castlethorpe was in what students had nicknamed The Monastery, a modern square building in a far corner of the grounds shielded by willow trees. Each room was soundproofed. They were large and well-equipped with a separate kitchen/diner/lounge and en-suite shower in the bedroom. Large windows provided lovely views across the fields and all could be completely blacked out, no matter how bright the sun or moon happened to be. There were five rooms on each side of the building. A glass-covered internal walkway provided access to the rear door of each room. Four doors led from this to a communal square courtyard in the centre. A low square stone wall with four entrances crated a central meeting area and four oak benches formed yet another square looking inwards to a small futuristic water feature. The aroma from various herbs growing in stone pots within the wall created a calm atmosphere.
His room at Castlethorpe was in what students had nicknamed The Monastery, a modern square building in a far corner of the grounds shielded by willow trees. Each room was soundproofed. They were large and well-equipped with a separate kitchen/diner/lounge and en-suite shower in the bedroom. Large windows provided lovely views across the fields and all could be completely blacked out, no matter how bright the sun or moon happened to be. There were five rooms on each side of the building. A glass-covered internal walkway provided access to the rear door of each room. Four doors led from this to a communal square courtyard in the centre. A low square stone wall with four entrances crated a central meeting area and four oak benches formed yet another square looking inwards to a small futuristic water feature. The aroma from various herbs growing in stone pots within the wall created a calm atmosphere.
Callum
liked to binge on Scott Walker and with no possibility of being disturbed his
reverie with Plastic Palace continued in his cocoon of complete darkness. He
began to feel a little better but last night’s news had left its mark on his
mind and heart. After a while he put his Walkman away, raised the blinds and
opened the windows, breathing in the fresh morning air. The sound of the birds
and distant tractors gradually brought him into the present and he remembered
he had an important meeting in the library with Val. It is difficult to say
what his favourite building at the College was. Each one had its own character,
attractions and mysteries. The Manor House reminded him of his family home, if
you could call it that, Childwickbury Manor, that was only a mile away. Castlethorpe’s
Manor House was warm and inviting in stark contrast to the austere,
meticulously kept “museum” of Childwickbury. He was so pleased to have got a
room in The Monastery and revelled in
the monk jokes that fellow students were often cracking. He gathered some research
papers from his desk and set off to the library.
*
In
one of the cottages within the grounds Valerie Heyes was just finishing her
breakfast of organic eggs, wholemeal bread and orange marmalade that she had
made herself a while ago and some freshly brewed coffee from Costa Rica. She
was a fan of BBC’s Today programme on Radio Four that took over from the Home
Service twelve years ago. She was a long way from home in Holsworthy, Devon
though she did not particularly miss it. Since her arrival eighteen months ago
she had experienced deep joy, love and had many psychic adventures. There were
several students who she fancied but her studies were her priority. She often
recalled the moment when Eleanor Goodheart told her that she had a fully funded
place for at least three years. There was no way that she or her family could
have afforded the annual fees. She was not quite ready to leave when Callum
knocked on the door.
In
one of the side rooms of the library Leonard Blessit sat reading a rather heavy
tome entitled “Myth and Christianity”. He was struggling to make sense of the
chapter headed “Jesus Christ Was Not God” with one leg dangled over the arm of
the red leather chair, the other resting on a small oak table. His mind
wandered away from Rudolf Bultmann’s rather dull and unconvincing
argument to him leading a Young People’s Fellowship Group (YPF) at the
Methodist church near Dundee that he had attended since Anchor Boys. Their
questions about Christianity challenged him to the core. He was unsure what he
really believed. If Bultmann was right then Christianity’s claims of atonement
were false. There was an old lady he loved to talk to at the church, Mrs
Reynolds, whose eyes shone brighter as her body weakened. She never gave advice
but through their conversation a hunger gradually gnawed at his soul for deeper
things. He replaced the book, turned and glanced out of the paned window to see
Callum and Val approaching one of the many entrances to the Manor House.
In
1979 Castlethorpe was one of the few places in England that was totally
wheelchair accessible. The adaptions that had been made were designed and made specially
for the College and it meant that Sarah could participate fully as a
differently-abled person. Her crowning glory was winning a silver medal at the
Paralympics in Toronto in 1976. Had someone not coughed in the crowd, just as shot
her final arrow, it may have been gold. A shoulder injury last year probably
put an end to competing at the highest level though she enjoyed coaching
students in longbow archery in the College grounds. She has been at
Castlethorpe for nearly three years. Her best friend had encouraged her to
apply as they ate hot dogs overlooking Tower Bridge. The clincher was her aunt
who said to her in a soft but commanding exhortation ‘Go girl’.
Sarah
had had two miscarriages many years ago and people at church said ‘Honey, perhaps
de Lord don’t want you to have babies.’ She became a sister at Guys Hospital
and loved her job. Her dad did not go to church. Sarah had many friends from different
backgrounds. She had experienced racism first-hand. She went to a mosque, a
synagogue, a Gurdwara where she had a meal in the Langar, sitting on the floor.
She loved all the festivals though not keen on the idea of fasting during
Ramadan. Her favourite church was the local Catholic church and she fell in
love with Mary, the “Mother of God”. All the leaders in religions seemed to be
men. They were in the Catholic Church
but the focus of worship was more on Mary than a male god. ‘About time too’ she
thought. Her wheelchair made almost no sound on the floor as she approached a
door halfway down the library. She wheeled herself in and the door closed softly
behind her. This was one of two restricted sections that were Sarah’s passion.
*
The
library was remarkable in every way. It was about sixty yards long and twenty
five yards wide. It had attained these vast dimensions by two major extensions;
one in 1954, the second completed in 1975. These were so well done and the
stones procured were almost identical to those used in the original library. It
protruded from the main building, one side looked out to uncultivated fields,
the other to a dense wood with many paths.
There
was one commonly-known entrance to the library. A librarian was always
available, twenty four hours a day, three hundred and sixty five days a year. There
were twenty five librarians who worked according to an indecipherable work
pattern. At any one time one or two of them would be away looking for new books
and other material to add to the collection. They were frequently in and out of
the restricted sections and gave instruction to students about how to handle its
rare items. Wearing special cotton gloves is a myth. They reduce dexterity and can
cause damage. The best way is to handle them is clean, dry hands and rest items
on an appropriate stand depending on their size and shape. The library has a
variety of wooden book stands for this purpose with robust rubber feet to avoid
noise and prevent marks on the tables. Although there are no rules all students
and staff demonstrate immense respect for the library and never take food or
drink in and, if necessary, simply whisper to each other in the main shelving
area.
A
few students are convinced the library is a sentient being. Their evidence for
this claim is that books seem to move on their own between sections and audible
sighs and a low hum can be discerned, particularly during the night. The
librarians neither confirm or deny these stories though they do move books
around from time to time themselves for good reasons. The main shelving area
occupied the length of the building. At the end was large bay window with deep
blue and gold patterned curtains and fine wooden blinds, all of which could be
controlled electronically depending on the time of day and position of the sun.
All areas of the library were kept at a constant temperature that was just
comfortable without being too warm or too cool, whatever the weather was doing.
Seven single wooden chairs looked out from the bay window towards the wood. The
seat pads were covered with the same patterned material as the curtains. The
legs of all chairs in the library have a special hard rubber pad fixed to them
that they make no noise when moved and do not slide on the floor when a user is
sitting. In addition to the temperature the lighting and humidity conditions
were also maintained by a sophisticated system that the librarians carefully
monitored.
If
you were to walk into this library it’s light but not bright. You would see seven
huge oak tables stretching out before you in the middle of the room all the way
towards the bay window. There are seven chairs, the same as in the bay window,
on either side of each table. There is a large gap between each table. The
shelves lining the walls each side of the table and are divided into sections
matching the lengths of the tables. In six of the gaps is large wooden door
that leads into a sound-proofed room. There are ten of these square rooms and
two larger square rooms near the middle of the library. Each of the ten rooms contains
four comfortable chairs, a large square table in the middle with four chairs,
like the ones in the bay window, around them. Each room has a large window with
blinds and curtains, similar to the bay window. Above the doors paintings,
images and items are displayed that are changed frequently by the librarians.
Many students open the entrance door for the first time and are totally
overwhelmed by its rich warm beauty. Although grand it is not forbidding. It
shines its treasures at you. It welcomes and beckons you to explore; to drink
and dig its depths. It invites all who enter to experience the joy of discovery
and to immerse themselves in the sea of living words and images.
As
you walk in you notice is that your footsteps make almost no noise. A special coating
has been applied to the wooden floor based on an ancient alchemical formula
which can be found in several texts of the restricted section. It simply
muffles sound and it means that no carpet has to be laid. It feels almost soft
to touch yet the wood is very hard and has a slight non-reflective sheen. Sarah
was surprised when she first went in; she said it was like gliding without
being at all slippery. Usually the wheels of her wheelchair made all sorts of
squeaky noises on wooden floors but not in Castlethorpe’s library.
Large
slightly opaque glass globes were suspended from the centre of the ceiling all
the way to the bay window. The light and vertical position of each could be
controlled electronically separately or all at once. Some mischievous students and
staff experiment with the controls from time to time, just for fun, to create
different moods. On closer inspection each globe has a different pattern of
symbols and images etched into it. There is a learning session available, ten
of two hours each, on the meaning of these that has become very popular over
the years. Some students like to share their knowledge about these with new
arrivals though, of course, there are many different interpretations.
The
shelving system is a marvel. Each section is the width of a table and stretched
from about two feet from the floor to two feet from the ceiling. There are no
ladders. Sarah can access any book or other item from any shelf in the main and
restricted sections. How is this possible? To the right of each shelf on a
panel next to the doors of the rooms are two wooden looking buttons with a thin
arrow painted in gold on each – one pointing up, the other down. Pressing
either rotates the entire shelf. The ingenious mechanism is controlled electronically
with a manual alternative in case of a cut in the power supply (comes in handy
during 1979’s “Winter of discontent”). It is so smooth yet powerful that it
makes almost no noise. There will probably never be a need to extend the
library because each shelving unit rotates into a basement area and new shelves
can be added as necessary. This would extend the distance that each unit would
travel through the basement. The basement area is where the librarians maintain
all the books and other items and do their painstaking work without
interrupting library users. The system was designed by a brilliant engineer
from Wellington in New Zealand and was fitted during the second extension in 1975.
As
you know the unusual classification system was created by a Russian student in
1915. It is impossible to describe the intricacies of it here, enough to say
that each subject is painted in gold on thin strips of wood. To the right of the
up and down arrows, about four feet from the floor, is list of all the subjects
that are available in each section. This varies in number from section to
section. To the right is a narrow indented vertical panel with a horizontal
arrow painted in gold pointing to the left. When the up or down button is
pressed the shelf rotates and the arrow moves up or down the list of subjects
allowing a user to locate the section they are looking for. Each shelf can be
subdivided and these subdivisions are described briefly by a brown card embossed
with gold text that is inserted into a moveable brass holder. This allows for
flexibility as new items are added and unwanted items removed to the archive.
Each
book or item is placed on the shelf with a moveable rigid plastic divider to
its right. In this divider a borrowing card with a description of the item can
be easily removed. It has several sections so that people know who is currently
using it if it is not there, an indication when it will be returned and space
for people to write their names who would like to use it next. Compared to the
moving shelves the borrowing card is low technical solution that has worked
with great efficiency for over sixty years.
The
two restricted sections either side are accessed through doors that are in line
with the fourth table, slightly beyond the centre of the library. They are exactly
double the size of the other ten rooms, sound-proofed with a larger square
table in the middle with eight chairs, two on each side. In the middle of the
table were several oak book stands of various sizes and shapes so that rare
books could be read without damaging their delicate spines. There are eight
comfortable chairs around the room with small tables to place items. The
shelving is slightly narrower than in the main library but is operated in the
same way and with the moving subject index alongside each section.
Sarah
approached one of the shelves and pressed the up arrow to reveal “First Signed Editions”.
Oliver, one of the librarians, had informed Sarah last week about a new
addition, Clive Staples’ Narnia Chronicles that would be added by the weekend.
The shelf came to a soft halt and Sarah took out a large leather-covered presentation
wooden box containing all seven volumes. The black leather spines were all
embossed with their title in gold leaf. She placed it carefully on her lap and
turned to the big table. She placed it gently on one of the square blue and
gold reading mats and stared at it in almost a trance-like state.
On
the top of the box was the heraldic shield of Magdalen, Lewis’ college at
Oxford. It was presented to him many years later when the Chronicles started to
become increasingly popular with adults as well as children. She checked her
hands were clean and dry then gently removed the second volume “The Lion, the
Witch and the Wardrobe”. It was not her favourite in the series but she had a
specific purpose today. She wanted to know if the rumours were true about Lewis’
note that was reported to have been written by him next to Aslan’s famous speech.
This was when he came back to life after the White Witch had murdered him as he
lay, willingly helpless, muzzled and secured with cords, on the stone table.
Lewis did not actually describe the killing of Aslan but the deed was done with
a stony knife and Sarah had always imagined it was thrust into his heart. Susan
asks a profound question to Aslan when she starts to calm down following her
and Lucy’s emotional reunion with their beloved lion.
‘But
what does it all mean’
“It
means,’ said Aslan, ‘that though the Witch knew the Deep Magic, there is a
magic deeper still which she did not know. Her knowledge goes back only to the
dawn of Time. But if she could have looked a little further back, into the
stillness and the darkness before Time dawned, she would have read there a
different incantation. She would have known that when a willing victim who had
committed no treachery was killed in a traitor's stead, the Table would crack
and Death itself would start working backwards.”
There
by the side in soft pencil was a note saying “Readers will no doubt think this
is the story of the resurrection of Jesus Christ. Yes, there are similarities,
but my point was not about an event that is central to Christian doctrine, it
was to alert readers to the reality of magic that has become so obscured in our
modern culture. Perhaps deep truths and magic must be hidden and only revealed
to those whose intentions are pure. The power of magic is extraordinary. I have
used it myself a little. Oh that we may dig deep and fathom a way to unlock
great secrets and mysteries that will help humanity to evolve. Instead we tear
each other apart and focus on right doctrine rather than real experience.”
Sarah
reached for her bag and took out an envelope that had a faded address on the
front. She took out a letter and placed it next to the note she had just read.
Her heart beat faster. ‘This is definitely C.S. Lewis’ note!’ She gasped with
excitement though no-one would have heard her. Leaving everything where it was
she turned and made her way back to the entrance to the library to find Oliver.
Oliver looked up to see Sarah’s beaming smile.
‘It’s
true. The comment is definitely Lewis’!’
‘Are
you sure?’
‘Absolutely.’
‘How?’
‘Come,
let me show you.’
They
entered the library ahead of Callum and Val who had just walked around the
corner.
‘See,
this is a letter sent by Lewis to J.R.R. Tolkien, his friend (some say
frenemy) about their mutual dislike of Walt Disney. I bought this up in an
auction for ten pounds several years ago and it has this seal of authenticity
on the back... see.’
Oliver
picked up the letter, examined the seal on the back, then compared the letter
with the note in the book.
‘Yes,
you are absolutely right. What a discovery! How did you know where the note
was written in this volume?’
‘Magic!’
Oliver looked at Sarah with fondness and
admiration.
‘Okay,
I guess its time to bring all this to the next learning session on Narnia and Magic.
I think I’m teaching it next Saturday. Care to co-teach it with me?’
‘You
bet.’
‘I
better go, we’re expecting some Chinese visitors shortly and I’m their guide.’
‘Oliver.’
‘Yes?’
‘It’s
nothing.’
‘Come
on Sarah, I know you better than that.’
‘It’s
just that...’
‘What
is it?’
‘Magic
is in the heart, not the mind.’
‘Of
course it is’ he replied with a disingenuous smile. They were poles apart on
this yet so close in other respects.
He
left and Sarah re-read the letter, pondered on Lewis’ note and absorbed herself
in the rest of the book undisturbed until lunch. She would discover other gems
that morning that confirmed her suspicions about the Oxford don.
Callum
and Val settled themselves in their favourite room in the library, on the right
hand side next to the bay window. Above the door hung a large print of a
labyrinth in Cormerod, Switzerland; a representation of a Roman floor mosaic.
‘Do
you think they put the Cormerod labyrinth up just for me?’
‘More
than likely’ replied Val. ‘You’ve been a bit odd this morning – not your usual
self. Is everything okay?’
‘I
had dinner with my parents last night, it was a bloody nightmare!’
‘What
happened?’
‘I
don’t want to talk about it.’
‘C’mon,
I can see its eating you up.’
‘You
really wanna know?’
‘Yes,
I do.’
‘I
arrived a few minutes early; you know how punctual everything and everybody must
be. My father opened the door which shocked me. Everything was fine to start
with, mother flowed down the staircase dressed as she was going to a state
dinner and hugged me as though I was the prodigal son. My eldest sister and
younger brother appeared from the drawing room as though they were in a play
and had just got their cue to enter. Charles, my best friend and family butler
was nowhere to be seen. Dinner was obviously an external catering affair, as
were the waiting staff. The food was actually delicious and distracted me from
the small talk, false smiles and banal commentary about the moral decline in
rural communities and an increasing deficit of manners in young people. Father droned
on about his latest investments and acquisitions and how the Labour party had
no idea about business. He said that Margaret Thatcher was the best thing that
had happened to Britain since she beat Heath four years ago and was already
making a huge positive difference since becoming Prime Minister on the forth of
May. I hated it all but managed to get through dinner.
‘How
was your brother?’
‘Funny
you ask, he was... very different. His nervous twitch had disappeared. He
seemed more calm and confident. He smiled at me several times when father was
in full flow and, unbeknown to others, rolled his eyes at the pointlessness of
it all. I noticed a small black badge on his blazer lapel with a white upside
down Y on it. Father glanced at him it at one point and frowned but made no
comment.’
‘Do
you know what that badge means?’
‘No.’
‘Did,
by any chance, the upside down Y have another downward line from its apex?’
‘Er...
come to think of it, yes.’
‘It’s
the symbol of the Campaign for Nuclear Disarmament.’
‘Gosh,
I had no idea he was that way inclined.’
‘My
aunt joined CND a few years ago. She was inspired by the women who joined the
1958 protest march to the nuclear bomb factory at Aldermaston in Berkshire.’
‘Anyway,
after dinner my brother and sister managed to slip away somewhere and I was
back in the drawing room with mother and father. My father almost stood to
attention by the large fireplace, one arm behind his back, the other holding a disgustingly
smelly cigar – he must have thought he was still in the army. Without any
preamble he said “We’ve had to let Charles go.” Total bombshell! You know what
Charles meant to me. He didn’t want to talk about it but I would not let him
get away with one curt sentence. Bit by bit he reluctantly revealed what had
happened, at least according to him. Charles had been assisting my father with
some investment deal or other. My father claims that Charles made some major errors
that resulted in the deal not going through and my father losing a lot of
money. Charles had worked for our family for over forty years and I could not
believe that he would make that kind of mistake. He was meticulously careful in
everything he did. I was enraged, not just by terrible news but by the smirk on
my father’s face. My mother, as always, remained indifferent and was
preoccupied with pulling a loose piece of thread from her dress.
I
was enraged and, without a word left and walked back here, stopping on the way
to telephone a friend who works in an investment bank in the City. It was true
that Charles had assisted my father and while doing so he uncovered an insider
dealing operation that was spearheaded by my father and several other venture
capitalists. Of course, they had covered their tracks extremely well and it
would have been almost impossible to trace any illegal activity back to them
but my father made one fatal mistake. He asked Charles for assistance and he
smelt a rat early on. Gradually he secretly photocopied some damming documents
and handed them over to the police in a comprehensive and damming dossier. When
the police started asking questions my father knew it must have been Charles
who had alerted them. He sacked him straight away. That is about as much as I
know. I hope to hear from Charles soon. I’m so
angry Val, I don’t know what to do with myself!’
‘Blimey, how awful.’
‘Blimey, how awful.’
‘Val
gave him a hug.’
Callum got up and opened the window; as
he did he could see Folina walking towards the Manor House. He paused and then
sat down again. They didn’t talk for a while before Val broke the silence.
‘Do
you want to talk labyrinths or shall we leave it for today? You have had a
bloody awful time.’
‘That’s
one very good reason why we must talk
labyrinths Val. Come to think of it let’s not talk about them, let’s go and
walk them. I was going to show you some of the drawings I did during my labyrinth
studies throughout Europe but that can wait.’
The
door opened and Folina entered the room.
‘Hi
you two. What’s new? Are you okay Callum you look a bit peaky, is that the
right word. You know me and my idioms?’
‘It
is but no I’m fine, just needed a little more sleep than I got last night.’
‘Don’t
forget that you and I have session five on Human Physicality: Fragility and Impermanence
this afternoon with Dr Zimmer.’
‘That’s
a bit of a mouthful, what’s that about?’ asked Val.
‘Oh,
it’s absolutely fascinating,’ replied Folina, I’m completely hooked. Look at
this book that Dr Zimmer suggested we have a look at. Its crammed with
information, photographs and extraordinary diagrams. Studying this subject has
transformed the way I perceive our physical frames. I now look at people
through the eyes of a mechanical engineer. Doctors from Asia, like all doctors should
– though the majority don’t – start their diagnosis of patients from a distance
and study how people move and hold themselves. Other diagnostic methods usually
prove their initial assessment right.’
Val
wanted to stay and ask questions. She loved Folina’s inexhaustible curiosity but
sensed that Callum wanted to leave so they did. Folina placed the large book on
the table and immersed herself in a chapter headed “Skeletal Mechanics in the Human
Form”.
Val
and Callum passed Oliver leading a group of eight Chinese visitors quietly down
the left-side isle. The visitors looked somewhat overwhelmed by the library and
were busy trying to capture its essence photographically. One of the visitors
bowed slightly towards them as they left. They bowed back then left the Manor
House by one of the rear exits and made their way towards the Labyrinth.
*
‘Val,
I have to tell you something.’
‘What
is it?’
‘I’m
in love with Folina.’
‘What!?’
‘I
was smitten the first time I met her a few months ago. Her long dark hair.
Those deep and piercing brown eyes. She moves... she moves like... like an
angel. She is shrouded in mystery and I’m convinced has magical powers that we
thought were lost centuries ago. When my father was ranting away last night I
imagined her sitting next to me, stroking my hair. I felt so calm.’
‘You
saw her approach from the window didn’t you?’
‘How
do you know?’
‘By
the look on your face when you sat down. Your very peaky face had got some of its
glow back sweetheart!’
‘You
don’t miss a thing do you.’
‘Oh
I miss plenty Callum but I have known this for some time. Don’t forget, I can see
people’s auras and have often noticed a deepening purple in yours when you are
near Folina.’
‘What
do I do?’
‘Callum,
she’s married.’
‘Yes,
but is she happy with Carlos?’
‘I
think so.’
‘Then
why does he hardly ever join us in College events?’
‘He
has a very demanding new job in London.’
‘I
know but I can’t help how I feel.’
‘I’m
sure you can’t. It’s what you do about it that matters.’
‘Should
I tell her how I feel?’
‘Relationship
advice is not my strong point.’
‘Am
I dominating conversation today?’
‘Look
Callum, I’m your friend, its absolutely fine that we have talked a lot about
you... really. I have a hunch we’ve not finished yet.’
Some
clouds decided to shield Castlethorpe for a while from the midday sun. They
approached the Labyrinth and stood silently for about five minutes.
‘Let’s
start,’ said Val. She took Callum’s hand as they set off along the pathway.
‘Wow,
there is some powerful energy about today! Do you sense it Val? It’s like there
is a large dome of energy extending completely over the Labyrinth – a silvery, whitish
dome.’
‘No
but your aura turned an amazing colour as our feet touched the pathway.’
‘Brilliant.
Our first step. It usually takes a while before it speaks. It’s all about
protection. That’s what it seeks to teach us today. My sense is that the lesson
will go very deep into both of us.’
‘I’m
ready’, replied Val.
Their
walk in and out took just over fifty minutes. They paused often. A smaller dome
of energy covered them throughout their exploratory passage. The need for protection
did not outweigh taking risks in Spirit. The protection was both individual and
for the community. They each experienced a warm sensation that pulsated through
their bodies making their skin tingle. When they reached the centre they
stopped. As they did a lightening shaft of blinding energy descended on them.
They both knew it was an angelic being. “I am Befawn, Prince of Another Realm.”
If anyone had been passing they would have noticed nothing unusual about. They
would have seen two students in the centre of the labyrinth looking towards the
sky.
Val
and Callum had been drawn into an experience they would never forget. The
memory was to some degree in their mind but much more rooted in the core of their
souls. They had true communion. When they came back to the present the dome
covering them both and the other enveloping the whole labyrinth were still
present but sparkled with an effervescent shimmer that was indescribable. They
felt as though many hours had past; Callum looked at his watch.’
‘Its
only twelve thirty-five, how is that possible.’
‘With
Spirit, all things are possible.’
‘You
are wise woman Val.’
‘Are
you hungry?’
‘Yes,
more than I have been for days. I think the chef is serving up one of her vegetable
specials. Shall we make a move?’
Walking
out of labyrinths can often be more intense than going in. Not this time. They
walked relatively slowly but reached the exit in twenty minutes. The domes dissipated
with what Callum swore was an audible “ting” as they reached the edge. Warm
sunshine greeted them as they joined a growing number of people making their
way to The Place of Nourishment. A whole chapter could be devoted to describing
this building and how important it is to the Castlethorpe Community. Everyone
who is available makes sure they go to lunch, enjoy each other’s company and
eat outstandingly healthy food. The kitchen and eating area have been carefully
designed like all of Castlethorpe’s buildings. There are many magical and architectural
features that we will learn about later at the Seven’s reunions.
*
Leonard
sat down at an almost full circular table and chatted to several people he knew.
Hannah Portnoy arrived and sat next to him.
‘Hi,
I’m Hannah.’
‘Hello,
I’m Leonard, welcome.
Leonard
liked her immediately and managed to learn some interesting facts about her in
a few minutes. This was one of his skills. She had arrived at Castlethorpe a
couple of weeks ago. She studied Judaism at Pembroke College, Cambridge
obtaining a double first and then a PhD that explored Judaism’s relationship
with Israel. She transformed it into a book that sold over seven hundred
thousand copies worldwide. He was impressed! Hannah was subject to Herem, a
form of excommunication from the Jewish community that also severs all family
ties. She continued to meet secretly with her mother and it was her that
encouraged her to “get out there and explore other spiritual and religious
worlds”. Leonard sensed that she had buried her pain and that she longed for
reconciliation.
After
other introductions the food arrived and served by kitchen staff. The smell was
mouth-watering. Fresh leafy green vegetables – lightly poached, grains, beans
and Castlethorpe’s special wholemeal
bread. The recipe was a closely-guarded secret that pretty well all those with
baking skills had managed to extract from the chef. Castlethorpe is not a
monastic community yet many had learned the physical and spiritual value of
focusing on eating and not talking. Some conversations took place but quietly,
respecting those who were eating, slowly... slowly savouring each portion. There
was a tangible and all-pervasive intentionality about absorbing wholesome nutrients.
The chefs also sat and nourished themselves on the food they had prepared with
love. Food grown organically, prepared and served with love and consumed with
respectful intention and thankfulness is a supernatural event.
By
five minutes to two everyone had finished. Eleanor Goodheart stood to make a
short announcement.
‘Next
Wednesday at two fifteen in the afternoon in The Gathering Place I shall give a
talk followed by a question and response session. Everyone is welcome to attend.
This will be followed by afternoon tea in here at about four thirty. Sounds so
British doesn’t it (laughter). I understand Chef Dominique will be baking some
of his special cakes which I’m sure is much more of a lure than anything that I
may say.’
Nancy’s
cakes were out of this world but the real lure was whatever the Principal might
say or channel.
‘I
have enjoyed having lunch with you Hannah.’
‘Me
too Leonard.’
‘Are
you going to EG’s talk?’
‘Sure
am, see you there?’
‘Great,
perhaps we can have lunch at the same table that day.’
‘That
would be lovely.’
‘See
you then.’
Leonard made his way back to his very
tidy room in The Monastery. He felt lighter than he had for some months.

